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Friday, July 10, 2009

Happy Birthday Weston!!!

Happy 1st Birthday Weston!!!

Wow we have made it all of our family, friends and prayer warriors. Look at where we were a year ago, many of you didn't even know us or know the trials that we would be facing this year and many of you had probably never heard of CDH and didn't know how grim the outcome really was supposed to be. Weston has shown the medical community that with God all things are possible and when you have millions of prayer warriors nothing can stop you.

I want to take a moment to thank everyone who was there a year ago in the morning waiting with our family in the waiting room while Weston was being born. For those who came up to the hospital to see us, those who prayed with us before Weston's hernia repair surgery. We love you all, and we praise God that we have you in our lives and especially Weston's.

I am so excited emotions are mounting. I can't believe the journey we have been on since last year and today marks the big day. I praise God every day that Weston has made it and has come so far.

Thinking back to that morning going in for the scheduled c-section not knowing what to expect, since I had never had major surgery before plus not knowing how Weston would be. I remember the frustration of my doctor because neonatology hadn't gotten down there at 7:30 and didn't make it down there until 8, he was so upset, he kept saying "do they not realize how sick this baby is." I remember them pulling Weston out and him making little noises but no cry and my doctor kept telling me "Jenny, you don't want to hear him, you don't want him to hurt his lungs." I don't think I'll ever forgot that. I remember getting a call at 5 the next morning telling us that they were putting Weston on ECMO and our worst fear. Seeing Weston for the first time with the ECMO cannulas in his neck it was so hard. His doctor performing his hernia repair surgery three days after he was born. Saved his life, they could not believe how much of his diaphragm wasn't there, he only had 10%. His left lung only a nub at 20%.

Being on ECMO for 10 days, there were a couple days there I was wondering if he would ever come off. They would turn the ECMO down to 0 and then his CO2 levels would climb back up and his stats would drop. But Weston did it, praise God. Placed on the oscillating ventilator for 20 days and then placed back on the conventional ventilator for 2 months. Being extabated on September 3, almost two months old. Not seeing white tape on his face.

Working on eating, worrying about another surgery for his PDA since he was still shunting. Got his PDA ligation and it worked. Worrying about if his doctors will let him go home on a NG tube or if we have to do an G tube. I praise God every day that his surgeon didn't want to reopen him unless we begged him to do it.

Coming home after three months, going home on a NG tube but hey I could handle that my baby was coming home. He caught pneumonia after being home only a month, so he had to go back on oxygen. So blessed with his pediatrician. Caught RSV which was turning into pneumonia after being home five months.

He has over come so many hurdles and we are having a huge birthday celebration. If you are able to make it we would love to see everyone, we love sharing our son and how much God has affected his life and given him to us.

God bless you all and thank you for sharing in our journey this first year, I know many more are to come and I pray that they might be more uneventful than this year has been for our family.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

First Birthday around the corner

Less than a week and my miracle baby is going to be ONE! I praise God every day and thank Him for holding us when we first found out about Weston's condition and for holding us even tighter through these past months.
I will admit it is not easy being the mom of a child who other people say has special needs. I don't think he does but I know not every mom gets to torture their child every week by dropping an NG tube, Weston is getting stronger and knows right when to fight so he doesn't get to tube down and we have to do it over and over. He knows after about 3 attempts I stop and have to regain my composer of dropping the tube.
We are getting preparred for his big birthday bash, I can't wait and I am so excited that we will have a lot of our family and friends to help us celebrate this amazing event, it is not everyday that we get to see a miracle.
We were so blessed that we were invited to Isabel's first birthday party and it was so great to meet a lot of the Howard's friends and family and for them to meet Weston. I can't believe that Isabel is one, the time has gone by so fast.
Now to the serious stuff. On Thursday we took Weston to see his pediatricia
n he has been throwing up more and more. It used to be just in the mornings but now it is happening at every feed. First I called his GI doctor on Wednesday and waited for a response after a day of waiting I called Dr. Stanford and he saw that afternoon and we told him what was going on, I was really worried that Weston might have re-herniated which is a possibility and not far from my thoughts. So Dr. Stanford ordered an x-ray just to see if there were an obstructions. Well Weston is backed up pretty bad, he has a mass about the size of a baseball so no wonder he is throwing up he can't take anymore. So we have been giving him more water for one of his feeds and some prune juice trying to get him unblocked so to speak. He is still happy and moving around which is what we want. We also got to keep his x-rays and they look really good, every thing is still down where is should be and we think we can see where his left lung has grown some, so that is really exciting. I have definitely learned that Weston can take a whole lot more than I ever could. He is such a blessing. We love him so dear.

Thank you all for your continued prayers.

Love,
Jenny